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wings

I just want to soar up high to the skies like those birds
Peacefully
Serenely
I want to fly
And once I’m capable of doing so
I won’t let anyone…

Take my wings away from me.

my wings won’t be the symbol that I can fly…
but it would be the symbol that I am free.

hiroki.ria

itadakimasu
~majin tantei nougami neuro~

Un-selfish

To prove my self unselfish
I render you my joy and fetish
I hope for you to find it worthy
Because it’s as much my soul and body

{ a peak to my soul }

Gather ~ Ao to Bin to Kan

Err… nothing really special..

Its just that i think I’m inlove with the English translation of the song…

Gather

GATHER

Embrace wholly, believe in this wish
And just walk forward to the future that we want to reach

Forget yesterday’s worries already as they’re unneeded
Tomorrow will come right away
Anyone will have these kinds of pains
You’re not the only one when you look around

In the unforeseeable future, there’s nothing to be afraid of
Don’t be afraid, don’t turn back
It’s all right if you have a little courage

In this unending world (wipe)
We want to spread our arms and catch (your tears)
The answer we wish to discover (from here)
Embrace wholly (right away)
Believe in this wish (to tomorrow)
And just walk forward to the future that we want to reach

What kind of dream did we see running past
Worries and pains should be countless
You gently held out your hand out to me
Don’t forget the nostalgic warmth before here

The road leading to tomorrow ties to infinity
No one can stop us
As we still have courage of unknown limits

In this unstoppable world (collect)
You don’t have to find on your own (one)
The goal we wish to seek (as it is)
Embrace the present (believe in)
Collect one by one (the power)
The thoughts I will entrust to you and only walk forward

To the unyielding future
The releasing feeling, the overflowing power are all in our hands

In this unending world (wipe)
We want to spread our arms and catch (your tears)
The answer we wish to discover (from here)
Embrace wholly (right away)
Believe in this wish (to tomorrow)
And just walk forward to the future that we want to reach

Truth behind lies??

Insipired by a story we’ve tackled lately in our English 101 which is entitled, “Truth behind False Fronts” written by Bob Garen.

What do I think to the peole who shines outside but dusty in the inside?

It is true that there exists the people who aren’t strong enough to face the truth about their weakness and scared of rejection. Those people who tends to hide their true selves behind their shadows not knowing that the greater their shadows grow, the more darker their personalities become.

In my opinion, maybe these kind of people are not to blame though. For me, the society can be the one responsible for having such kind of people. They have shown these people no mercy and have rejected them without giving them any chances. The society fails to give these people importance implanting unpleasant thoughts to their mind. They made these kind of people think that ‘they are not needed at all,’ ‘only the stronger are allowed to live,’ and ‘only the beautiful are worthy of love.’

Isn’t it a bit unfair for them? They who just want an ounce of love from the society the belong, and yet they are pushed behind the line? If you’ll ask me, I’ll tell you that everyone is worth of a chance. Yes, even these people who tends to lie. Maybe we just need to give them a bit of motivation and see how can these change the way these people think about themselves and the society.

To the Lake ~ Egar Allan Poe

TO THE LAKE
Edgar Allan Poe

In Spring of youth it was my lot
To haunt of the wide world a spot
The which I could not love the less -
So lovely was the loneliness
Of a wild lake, with black rock bound,
And the tall pines that towered around.

But when the night had thrown her pall
Upon that spot, as upon all,
And the mystic wind went by
Murmuring in melody -
Then - ah, then, I would awake
To the terror of the lone lake.

Yet that terror was not fright,
But a tremulous delight -
A feeling not the jewelled mine
Could teach or bribe me to define -
Nor Love - although the love were thine.

Death was in that poisonous wave,
And in its gulf a fitting grave
For him who thence could solace bring
To his lone imagining -
Whose solitary soul could make
An Eden of that dim lake.

Mango Tree

Please tell me,
When will you open your eyes?
Is it when,
Nothing is left to be seen?

Mango Tree
-Eternal Flame-

There she stood in front of me,
The high and mighty mango tree.
A symbol of courage, strength and sweetness,
A humble life that seemed to be endless.

Since I was blessed with life she’s there,
Tons of sweet she always bears,
For us she seems to always care,
To us those sweets she always shares.

When I was five, in her branch I climb,
Her leaves, they swayed, she doesn’t mind.
I played with her flowers and they are so pretty,
Dancing with the wind, they are so naughty.

From school I ran to her company,
She offered me shade, we had harmony.
I closed my eyes and wished good night,
We are best of pals, am I right?

“It can’t be compared, the beauty you posses,”
That’s what I said, when you had those nests.
Crowns of glory, those nests seemed to be,
Oh look – those birds are happy! They sing merrily!

Those moments we shared that I can reminisce,
I fear for them to be just memories.
Men have been foolish; they’ve grown so mad,
It made Mother Nature feel so bad.

Men, by greed, have all been eaten,
To money, surely, they all have fallen.
Completely devoured by nonstop hunger,
Hunger for what? Hunger for power.

Your kinsmen were killed, by those men we feared,
Now their home is nothing, but an empty field.
Those men with axes, they’ve shown no mercy,
Those trees are gone, for eternity.

What more to come? What more to go?
Surely, there’s one thing I know.
With men like this, who knows no pity?
Then it’s a goodbye, to my mango tree.

Liars’ Lair

To my world you’ve entered,
Where my shadows remain uncovered.
Here is nothing but darkness,
Filled with over flowing empitness.
Great Pretenders here we lie,
Singing our fraudulent cry.
Do you wish to dare?
And continue to the liars’ lair?

{{ Read my lies }}

Sins and Atonement

Tell me,
Is it a sin?
Just by living?
Then how can I atone it?

{{ Is it by… }}

No Pain no Gain

On the top to break the chain
No pain don’t be afraid
But unchanging same old days same old ways

~ Back on

{{ Just look forward }}

Smile that fools

No matter how hard you try,
you can only have two hands to achieve things
a pair of hands is incapable of rewriting history
It is very important to recognize those things that cannot be done

~ Fay D. Flourite (Tsubasa Resevior Chronicles)

{{ The moment you stop smiling, is that the moment you stop lying? }}